Ovenhead

Ulterior motives~
  I grow
     calloused
  [to your
         attempts]-
coughing
     in your coffin
  stifled expression
             in
     existentialism.
Riddled (of course)
   with holes of bullets
 (prohibition)
    wicked mission.
"Speak easy,"
        my friend.
Attraction
     but no friction
 invisible boundaries
      [hearts boundless-
           limitless]
    mind knows limits.
Scribbled memories
          as always,
      wasted away.
Uniform
     (chloroform)
   twisted tendencies
                longing
    for this advantage
        I shudder --
 I need this.