com-FUCKING-passion

I took an empathy test and got a really high score. I feel everything.

I hate my mother.

I've come to terms with it.

"But she's your mother,

she will always be your

mother."

          Freud says I battle with her

                    to win the affection of my father...

              but she lost that all on her own.

"Have compassion"

                       I struggle:

can one hate whilst maintaining a

                                            compassionate lifestyle?

                  I feel everything.

                           Sometimes I feel her pain

                                 [the pain of losing her children] 

                               But, I also feel her 

                                                                                            narcissistic ego

        pulsating.

There is no room 

for com-fucking-passion 

there.