Demasno

the first couple minutes after i woke up
were filled with blissful ignorance.
and then it hit me like the hand of my abuser :
it is march fifteenth. five years to the day.
today, like all march fifteenths,
is filled with that deep kind of emptiness..
that, "maybeicouldhavedonesomething,"
even though after five years of reflection,
i know nothing could have been done differently.
rest in peace, dennis.


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And with all the reflection,
I notice that the lyrics that begin this song:
"Memories sharp as daggers, 
Pierce into the flesh of today"
Are absolutely telling.
Today, March 15th is known
As the Ides of March,
The day Caesar was assassinated.
And it is related to today
And Dennis, and forever will be. 
This song, this song.